i would be the popemobile, that thing is the shit. not with the pope in it, though, it would have to contain someone cool, like you or christopher walken.
it is now very evident that no one reads my journal. i dont think i will waste my time any longer. perhaps i will make the entire thing private.
i fucking hate being a loser. i envy everyone who gets ten or more comments in their journal every day. it may sound lame to you (oh, right, no one is reading this) but i seriously feel like no one likes me. except maybe my very few close friends. and the people i want to pay attention to me never ever do. even when they say they are a close friend of mine. and love me.
im an attention whore and want people to show and tell me that they care, otherwise, i convince myself of the opposite.
i totally understand how you feel. it's not true though- you can't measure how much someone cares by lj comments, or really by anything. people express/show that in different ways, and some people are shy or afraid to put themselves out that way, etc. but like i said, i know how you feel, i do the same thing a lot of the time- if someone doesn't show they care in teh way i'm looking for, i'll assume/decide they don't at all. it's not true but it's hard to believe that. so i don't really know what to say. i care, and other people care, even if we're not what youre lookin for
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i fucking hate being a loser. i envy everyone who gets ten or more comments in their journal every day. it may sound lame to you (oh, right, no one is reading this) but i seriously feel like no one likes me. except maybe my very few close friends. and the people i want to pay attention to me never ever do. even when they say they are a close friend of mine. and love me.
im an attention whore and want people to show and tell me that they care, otherwise, i convince myself of the opposite.
tonight, i will cry myself to sleep.
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