i got sent home form work this evening after only being there for two hours. i had a mental breakdown. anxiety attack. whatever the fuck you want to call it.

post script-
in a few days you wont even remember i kept this stupid thing.

i am freeeeeezing ( Read more... )

tonight, i wanted to stay awake all night long just to watch you sleep.

i hope i feel happier tomorrow. i hate feeling like this. sometimes, i just feel so damned alone.

X...X

i feel very ugly today.

Xhate meX

it seems like everyone is unhappy, and there is absolutely nothing i can do to help. or even anything i can really say.

i just hope everyone cheers up soon.

*hugs*

Xlove youX

I AM: a regular girl ina regular world full of super size french fries ( Read more... )

i had a fairly good day. most likely because i got a decent night sleep for a change. though, i did have to take sleeping pills to achieve this, i still feel more rested than usual ( Read more... )

first, i would like to mention the funniest part of my being home this weekend. nicole and i had a gumball chewing contest, to see who could fit the most gumballs in their mouth. we both quit after ten only because they were disgustingly sweet and it was making the two of us sick to our stomaches. they were super sour shock tart gumballs or ( Read more... )

i wonder if that kid is getting fired after last night. i hope so. he makes me nervous. i hope he isnt there today. i know the manager wont be there tunil thursday or so. *le sigh ( Read more... )

i dont like when i dont have happy things to say. well, i guess i have some happy thigns to say, just nothing happy fresh in my mind ( Read more... )