So, today didn't turn out the way I expected.

My grandpa passed away this afternoon.

I didn't think this was going to be this hard.

Then, I stayed outside to watch him be wheeled away in the bodybag. oh my god.

That was the worst thing I have ever seen in my life.

I am going to miss him so much.

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I have this awful problem with thinking way too much.

Over analyzing.

I haven't an appetite in about a week.

I smoke way more than I should.

I shouldn't smoke at all.

Life, right now, is terrifying.

This sucks.

Sucks.

I can't get my mind clear whatsoever.

Again, fuck me.

Things have been really rough...

I've been too tired and too stressed...

I think I am just going to stay home all day tomorrow...

And, try to not worry about a damn thing...

Fuck me...

Well, I am going to be the sweet one here and post our NEW song because Vince had to go and ruin our first song ( Read more... )

Well,

Saturday, my mom had surgery and that went well. But, the surgeon found a spot on her bladder. So, they took a sample for biopsy.

Today, we found out that she has bladder cancer. They caught it while it's still in Game 1 (meaning it's small enough to scoop right out and all she'll need is minor chemotherapy. Thank God.

So, as most of you know, my dad was sent to the hospital on Thursday ( Read more... )

I've fucking had enough.

Attention:

It is on my agenda to ruin Vincent Terino's day.

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