desirerofhesed

Ranting that you've heard before...

desirerofhesed Apr 14, 2008 12:02

( This is stream-of-consciousness. I'm just trying to sort through some stuff in my head. Skip if you don't want to read about my food issues again )

getting better, whining, food, frustrated, eating

I had one of Carol's blueberry scones for dinner...

desirerofhesed Apr 11, 2008 16:43

I think I have to find some way to work at the Bakery this summer. I'm in desperate need of baby bites.

food, bakery, baby bites

I really need to stop drinking any caffeine...

desirerofhesed Apr 06, 2008 11:28

I have come to the realization that, at least at this point in my life, I really don't need to be living alone. That's strange to me because I feel incredibly drained if I don't get a reasonable amount of time completely alone every day and some days I need a day when I don't have to talk to anyone. However, at the moment, I'm having some pretty ( Read more... )

sad, emotion

My boob is all taped up and smooshed flat...

desirerofhesed Apr 03, 2008 18:04

The line gone! The line gone! Never, never, never to return!

central line, lyme disease

9 hours and counting...

desirerofhesed Apr 03, 2008 05:31

1 more dose of antibiotics, 1 more shower while being super careful, 1 more day of taking care of a line. It's gone at 2:30 this afternoon!!!!

central line

I don't know which icon to use...

desirerofhesed Mar 25, 2008 15:34

I am still sick. Well, at this point, I actually think it is really that my body is having trouble recovering from being sick. My stomach hurts like it hasn't hurt since I started treatment, I am incredibly nauseated and zofran is only taking the edge off, and the overall lack of calories in the last week is making me panicky and weepy. Add to that ( Read more... )

Ahh swoon...

desirerofhesed Mar 22, 2008 15:22

I got to play in the garden with my handsome man. We found blackberry bushes (well, he found them, but we went and got them today) and dug in the dirt and planted stuff. (and I got to put muddy handprints on his white shirt. Whahahaha...). Was a happy morning.

mud, making happiness, matthew, gardening

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desirerofhesed Mar 21, 2008 07:54

1) It's spring and that makes me happy
2) I still don't feel great, but definitely better than yesterday. Hopefully things will be fantastic tomorrow (or by this afternoon preferably).
3) I have too much to do to be sick right now

Happy after a long day...

desirerofhesed Mar 15, 2008 21:33

This lady - glassalabaster - is one of my favorite people in the entire world and I miss her soooo much.

friends

Blah.

desirerofhesed Mar 13, 2008 13:17

I'm so tired of feeling yucky. This is the worst I've felt in months. My head hurts, my stomach is churning, and I am so very tired. Even had the stupid heart racing thing on Tuesday. Just want to be better.