i went to see him...but at the same time he came to see me....i feel like a walking scandal. we didnt do anything. i mean i rubbed against him but nothing happened. ::sigh:: why do i feel so bad. did i mention how drunk i am?? he came back to the work site to see me. like...wtf! he could have said no! ugh! i feel like the other woman but i didnt do ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm living in the god damned projects! I have killed more roaches this week than i have in my entire life. Believe that. Now I know that people bring roaches. i don't know who brought em but they shonuff better take them back where they got em. Of course my nasty ass kitchen isn't helping. The house is a mess, i just went out to get a ( Read more... )

"Brizzleby (Fuck...I messed up) I think your Aura is neat, so you get one High 5 from me"

It's really fills my heart to know that people are thinking of me, even though i never see them and they're as far away as Alaska.

i miss my butt face chris. i hope he comes home for christmas that would be fricken sweet!

so i feel bad because tre is like my texting buddy. i text him all the time and i'm constantly bored and i know that he'll respond or something. but i really do text him all the time and i think he's starting to hate me but theres just no one else that i can really text like crazy. and i'm kind of mad at him bc he told me in so few words that he ( Read more... )

knowing that if you were more desirable physically that they would be lining up outside the door.

apparently my sparkling personality isn't enough.

so i'm pretty sure that my first problem is that i've been listening to pachelbels canon for the past hour almost ( Read more... )

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so it's gonna suck if i have to move back home. i mean the upside would be all that cash that i would be getting from work and then maybe if i saved up for a year i could move back out. Its nice coming home to a cooked meal and not having to pay anything to live somewhere.

when rose leaves i'm gonna have people over all the time. I can't wait. i ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i would be the perfect candidate for some kind of fashion/model agency because i'm so superficial. I don't verbalize how superficial I am but I've noticed that I am constantly judging, too fat, too skinny, too light, not light enough, too tall, too short, your nose is off center, when you cross your legs a cetain way I see the ( Read more... )

i'm in love with a man, yes a man, whose music melts my heart.

why is it that everything feels so right but ends up so horribly.