Everything around me is screaming your name

I try to tell myself the choice it wasn’t in vain

Ever since I left you nothings been the same

I want to believe that my decision was right

Even though all we ever did was argue and fight

But something deep inside of me misses the sight of you

I wish that you were thinking of me

Everyday like I’m thinking of ( Read more... )

I saw you today.
Really? When?
Around 220. You were in building 1 on the 3rd floor outside walking to class i assume.
Why didn't you say anything?
Because I don't like you.

There are things that used to make me smile
One of them was you for just a little while
You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame
You'll be happy on the day I die

There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the ( Read more... )

Lately i have felt so completely fucked. I would say screwed but i think fucked is a more appropriate term.  I really wish that I could treat all guys I find attractive (that arent so much) like the guys that I don't find attractive (but are so utterly hot) Take daniel for instance, I would say that he is THE FIRST GUY (EVER) that has kissed me (it ( Read more... )

so theres something a little peculiar going on between me and rich. I don't know what it is, but its there and its strange. I guess its the flirting teasing that seems like more only its not which is fine with me, i'm after lloyd only because he's a certified sweet talker. A girls dream. But yea, he calls me 'baby girl', he's a little touch, not ( Read more... )

ugh. I wish I worked in a place predominantly old women...like the daycare.  When I worked at the daycare my male issues were nill. Now its like a different guy that i'm fawning over each week. seriously, i think i have some kind of awkward hormonal imbalance as of recently. I mean I went to UF for gods sake, home of the tall, tan, and cut men. ( Read more... )

 my boyfriend neglected to tell my that he had a girlfriend. He just kind of mentions it in casual conversation. so that kind of bummed me out tonight. especially working with him but i mean, its not really that bad, because the more i look at him the less attracted i seem to be...or maybe it comes and it goes. maybe its because he's a little under ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is with me and the opposite sex. I see something I like and I like it, but then it grows and develops into something more than a like. 
Its not a lust, maybe it is a lust although I associate lust with more of a physical or sexual relation. 
but it's not lust. 
It's something that I see in this person or in my case persons. I mean ( Read more... )

So I had this super awkward random dream. Long story short, scott had picked me up from somewhere, we went to his house, i gave him a blow job and like as soon as he start to ejaculate i stopped, apparently he wanted me to keep my mouth on his dick becuase he got really mad. so then i stopped and we both like jumped into our clothes and then he's ( Read more... )

I think i'm a fool for words.  I think I really am. What do you do when someone tells you they love you, so much but you have no idea what way its meant?  Why do I feel like I'm the only one who encounters such predicaments. Maybe its my pure lack of self esteem and belief in myself that someone would actually want to date me (cue the violins) I ( Read more... )