Life is good

[citizen_hugo]

Now that I'm home again and even more importantly now that I have Elijah back, things are back to normal. Well, as normal as they can get. There have been times when Elijah hasn't seemed to be quite here, he's been zoning out and hasn't been as responsive as he used to be. Don't get me wrong, he has been obeying orders and pleasing me greatly but

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[subserv_elijah]

*I look up from a load of laundry I'm folding on the kitchen table when you speak to me from the other room, then automatically put down what I'm doing and go to you. I walk into the living room and stand before you expressionlessly.*

Yes, sir.

*My eyes meet yours only for an instant before I look down at the carpet, my mind contemplating other things, but generally I'm just feeling very... blank... as I have been for days, since leaving Brendan and Aaron.*

[citizen_hugo]

Sit down boy. *I indicate the seat beside me* You've been very quiet since we got home, even for you. I don't like speaking to a blank wall, is anything wrong? Has Brendan done anything to you?

[subserv_elijah]

*My eyes fly up at the mention of Brendan's name, and I analyze what it is that you might be suggesting... has he done anything to me? I silently sit beside you, shaking my head, all the while remembering what it was like to be at Brendan's*

No... he hasn't done anything.

*I could go on to say how nice he actually was, and how he talked to me, and helped me come out of my shell a little bit, but I don't, wishing for this conversation to be a short one so hopefully nothing I say can be wrongly interpreted.*

[citizen_hugo]

*I frown, cocking my head*

So what's wrong then? You seem so distant at times, not really with it. Something's happend and I don't think it's coincidence that you came back from that place like this.

[subserv_elijah]

*I try to read, spend my free time nose in my book and Aaron's shirt slung over my shoulder where I can press my face to it and still smell his scent on it, which warms my insides, but for the life of me I can't concentrate. Everything falls back to having to wake you up in four hours, and then, before I know it, four hours is gone, and it's time.

Prepped and ready. I can't force myself to do anything that makes it easier for you to violate me, and so I just go to you, gingerly, to wake you, hoping you'll wake in a good mood and perhaps hungry.

I go to the bedroom, creep slowly over to your side and lay my hand gently on your shoulder and shake you lightly to wake you, my heart thudding heavily in my chest.*

[citizen_hugo]

*Not being a very heavy sleeper, I awake to the light shaking, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes and sitting up. Smiling down at you, I motion for you to climb up onto the bed and make room as I unzip my trousers*

[subserv_elijah]

*My heart leaps to my throat, panic setting in, as I watch what you're doing. No... nonono... *

Please... Master...

*I take a half-step back instead of climb onto the bed as you requested.*

Please don't make me...

*I whisper, forcing back a little shudder, praying you'll change your mind about this.*

Are you hungry? *Please say you're hungry* I can make you some dinner?

[citizen_hugo]

*I stare at you, a confused frown on my face*

Pet? Don't make you...doesn't this pleasure you?

*Turning around, I sit on the edge of the bed, extending a hand out to you*