Letters ( Read more... )

ok my last entry really confused kelly so let my try to explain..

go back to the date oct.17th & read the entry i wrote on that day

hope that helps kelly lol i <3 u

please go to oct.17th (happy times)

why did i screw that up?
right now i just want to give up

I open my eyes ( Read more... )

im sorry i love u

thanks for making everything worse

the one person i thought would say its ok, it will get better, i understand, im here 4 u

but no i get yelled at

if only you knew what i have been through the last 6 days

maybe then you would care

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

and I'm not sure, how to feel. And I'm not sure what to say, when I see you are in pain, I feel helpless, and words can't explain, what I feel for you. How I feel, when I know, there's nothing I can do, to make this feel whole again. To make you feel whole again. And, in nights I wish, I knew what you were thinking, how you are feeling, when these ( Read more... )

bush gardens today with kels that was fun ( Read more... )

every thing happens for a reason

please dont freak out
please dont pretend like u know whats best
please dont try to change my mind
please dont yell
please dont judge
please dont be disapointed
please have an open mind,try to understand

he makes me HAPPY if your truly my friend you'll be happy to

being happy isnt that all that matters??