My grandma is doing fine. The operation went smoothly. She's now recovering in a nearby nursing home for a week or two. Keep her in your thoughts for me.

Won't you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight.Why can't you control your mind to want the things you have? Why isn't it like a list you can control, where you just add ( Read more... )

Happy easter. I spent most of the day sitting in my room watching bad movies online and stupid documentaries on TV. I had an emotional breakdown during the first part of the day, which led to me cleaning my room. I finally took down my Christmas tree. It was a big deal. It was the last thing that I have that really reminded me of Jimmy and I. I ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm starting another online blog. As if the other 200 I've started in the past 5 years weren't good enough. I guess anytime I go through a change in my life, I get sick of looking back on certain things. And the only obvious resolution to a problem that deep is starting a new online journal ( Read more... )