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NYE
Happy New Year. and stuff..
My NYE was interesting. I was supposed to hang out with Rob and have cheap champagne and watch a shitty movie called "The Beast Master"
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My Babies
My babies need a home. I can't afford to give them the proper terrarium they need. Rob thinks I'm going way too overboard with what the iggy's need. He's being a proper ass. Fuck tard. I don't get angry at him for so many things. But I'm pist at him for rolling around in his ignorance thinking that letting Izzy [pussy. couldn't keep his name Ian. ( Read more... ) -
my skin when sour long ago, it knew it had no place left to go
I went to sleep about 1:00 am and woke up to ohGr pist off in the terrarium. [I was sleeping on the floor with them.] I was pretty rested and hoped it was about 5am, but it was like, 3:46. I cleaned out their cage and petted ohGr for awhile. Little Foot decided it was a good idea to poop on the rag I put in their terrarium to show how much he ( Read more... ) -
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hey, perry man! go fuck yourself ^.^ why i continue to do things that i think at the time are a good idea, and then find out really aren't is completely beyond me. i guess ramming my head into walls is the only way this ram is learning things. at least it's effective and there are no what if's and repeats. well, there usually aren't any reapeats. ( Read more... ) -
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I'm out of the war zone now. Why do I keep forgetting to breathe ( Read more... ) -
Nothin's Gonna Change My World
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so these happy pills work. i feel content all the time. nothing is bothering me. i feel a bit ecentric, but i like feeling happy and ecentric as opposed to feeling like i used to. that felt like shit. :/ i really don't ever want to feel like that again, and i wonder if this is just an effect of the newness of the drugs. it'd be cool if it like, ( Read more... ) -
day 3
i just want to get back in bed. i feel like if i fill my mouth with words, the wind will take them away. i'm so tired... i can't focus. i think i'm going to start the trazodone today and see if i can get used to it by montag. i got rly stoned last night and it felt like... idk. like x happiness. -
of angels and suffering
what is left to do now, but assess the damage, step by step, refill the hole i started to dig ( Read more... )