to do what i did..i will nevr forgive myself ..me and my ex and me and my bf..why did i destroy something amazing and now im stuck in a lie. . . . . . . . . . .i cnt break his heart and i want to stay with him.. but is it a bad thing to keep this from him...???

wow . livejournal. i guess ive been so occupied with myspace i forgot all about my account. six flags in 4 weeks for fright nite. im thrilled. homecoming saturday . No Date :( so no go. powder puff was last nite . and our team SENIORS! won . amazing game . but was nothing compared to football. chicks.... i only got to play in 4 games but it was

wow its been awhile . ive been distant from my comp.. for a while.. okay well guys can suk a cok .. not saying a certain name. :( *tear* my car was keyed ... i cnt believe that some one could do that . tho i know the dumbass that did it. gosh people r stupid.. :P

D-ray. <3

i like this guy matt alot and yesterday i put a rose on his truck b.c he has given me one .. so i thought ide return a favor.... :P well now i dont think i did the right thing... im such a nerd when it comes to this stuff....darrr!!! i havent been to school for a while... its been good... washed my car today and thats about it.... me and spencer ( Read more... )

omg there is a fcking hurricane...we r guna die and im working during the whole thing...water...water...no guys in my life right now...guys r fags...i do them dirtty...(:)(:)(:)(:)(:)(:)(:)(:)(:)(*)*(*)*(*)*(*)*(*)*(*)(#)(#)(#)(#)(#)(#) i hate work but i like him... not ..!!! i hate people when people use me for rides and shit im just sick of ( Read more... )

party.. friday night was amazing i must say seeing diff. people do different things including me, 4 guys??.. 1 nite.....? how fckd up can someone be? i mean really.. a gay kid passed out on the floor and a drunk ass puking all ovr him... amazing. i learned to respect the ones around me. i realize i dnt really treat people like their my friends i ( Read more... )

met a boy...well actually known him for a while...going out i guess..hung out with spence alot ovr the past few weeks and last week was confusing cuz things started and im kinda glad they did but now i feel bad ( Read more... )

broken up is hard to deal with .. u make it sound like it wont hurt .. i gave u it . its hard to deal... i feel like shit knowing that i had to of done something wrong..... u broke it off b.c of me ( Read more... )

yes!!! 2 days off ya mofos. movies tomoro. fun fun.

i hate writing in live journal its so lame.. when u have nothing to say.. its not like anyone really cares... :??

<3333 des

yupp.... skool..suks.. bode is weird... german is lame... yeah and the rest..who needs. i know i dont need astronomy or reading or any of that shit ( Read more... )