I had a near emotional breakdown a few nights ago but as i was crying historically my mom came and sat on the bed all i can remember saying was "your not leaving right? dont go" Then out of no where my dad came in and just hugged me I must of cried for a half hour but he just held me. The love i felt in my room was amazing. For the first time in my ( Read more... )

I wish i was someone else sometimes.
I wish i was beautiful, smart, perfect, the BEST rider, better at my music, wanted by men, loved.

I wish.

So at my school right now they are doing karaoke I want to KILL EVERYONE!!! FUCKERSS!!

i got a facebook i know omg well add me cause i have no idea how to use it yet

email: comperatoran@my.pbcc.edu
name: audrie anthony

Today was a really productive day which I feel great about ( Read more... )

I am sitting in the cafeteria at school and what makes me really mad is that the "game room" where you can play pool, air hokey, guitar hero or watch tv is full with ghetto retard people. UGHHHHH.... I hate those kind of people. But i am happy I started bring my computer to class because having this hour and half break is very boring.

I am officially worried about Jacqui. I havent heard from her since Monday and thats not like her, I mean we call each other daily just to make fun of people. I tired calling Clay but i had no answer if i dont hear anything today I am going to drive down there and check on her. I am really worried. She hasnt been on myspace or livejournal. Im ( Read more... )

My Math teacher is amazing... He makes you understand math in a way that no one had ever taught me. He teaches the "literature" of math, he give the number a reason for being there. Its amazing i am actually understanding it. I hated heard from Jacqui today I hope your ok babe.

Dear FAU ( Read more... )

damn panic attacks... But i am excited to start school tomorrow.