so i am having the days from hell with panic attacks. I can not honestly take them anymore they are so life disturbing. my date was a drag, total loser. ugh lol. God someone send me a sign of sanity.

I went to school and sign up for my classes which at first I felt like a slacker because i was almost certain everyone that didnt have mental instabilities would have already signed up for classes. Well apparently either everyone at PBCC or FAU are psycho or everyone waited for the last minute, I have not decided which yet. I got there around 1015 ( Read more... )

So i have been trying to date online for a few months now I have met some nice guys and some not so nice guys. I am truly concerned about the fact that i might never find the jack to my sally. I have a handful of failed relationships under my belt and now a handful of failed dates. Ughhh.

Love,
Audrie.

Thank you to my very talented friend Alicia for posting this ( Read more... )

Today I had the day off from work my parents went to the restaurant as usual. I was pleased to spend the whole day with my little brother we went to game stop and he got the 007 game and i got a Blu Ray remote for my ps3. We went to Barnes&Noble where he got some spy kit and I got The Alchemist and the next book in my series which i completely ( Read more... )

Yesterday start absolutely wonderful Jacqui and I went shopping at Sawgrass where of course we had fun making crude remarks at people. When we arrive back to the house I felt fine but shortly after I had an horrible panic attack my skin felt like it was going to melt off. I hate them I just want them to stop they disrupt my life and make everyone ( Read more... )

I have worked at Home Depot for about 8 weeks now its enjoyed in the way repeatably bashing your head against a wall is enjoyed but then again i must remind you I am high sadistic and a little blood and pain never killed anyone... I think ( Read more... )

FIRST! This Icon is for Jacqui and I LOL i love you. \
Second I have been lurking live journal and not posting and that is just creeping so a poating i will go.
third im on my way to work someone just slap me.
Forth Im pissed at Mars.

Thats all.

OO Dr. Cullen lol

I am not only excited for twilight but i SO happy Jacqui picked to see it will me at midnight. I haven't really left my house in days. I dont know what wrong with me. ughh.

I am not dead. SO yeah welcome me back if you so please but I doubt you even noticed my absence. I have been so cryptic lately. o well.. I will write later.