I feel like such a geek sometimes. I sat home tonight, and after Jessica went to sleep I cried for no reason whatsoever. I just cried and got all upset over nothing and kept crying. It was really lame. No, I'm not PMS'ing, I don't know what's going on. I've been weird and paranoid around Cory and I'm afraid he's getting annoyed with it. I ( Read more... )

definetly going to be the slacker semester. easy easy stuff. i still want to drop algebra though.. hmm we'll see ( Read more... )

now that i worked and stuff, i feel better. people there make me feel better, and it's cool ( Read more... )

i'm upset because...

i try so hard for absolutely nothing. its not what it seems like is happening, it's what i know is happening. it's not that i feel unappreciated, i am.

so, i quit.

so today i cried because i couldn't figure out why people find it so entertaining to hurt their peers. i never asked anyone to be friends with someone they didn't like. i just ask for a little bit of peace, and a little bit of sanity. eventhough it seems like i've gotten things set straight with one of the important ones, my heart still hurts ( Read more... )

so today during gym i was sitting with sara, courtney, john p, and chaz and we were all talking. i kind of filled chaz on why everyone was mad at him or whatever, and we ranted at eachother a bit. i'm not on "his side" if you want to call it that, but i agree with the stuff he has to say ( Read more... )

sometimes i think about stuff that i should really just forget about. i guess something that is such a huge part of your life shouldn't be forgotten really... but i think this particular situation merits some sort of lenience ( Read more... )

i don't know, this weekend was alright although i cried a little about not being able to go with cassie, and i was very extremely upset about the fact that i spent last night studying instead of rocking because my mom felt the need to go to a casino and taking the car. i wanted to be there, dammit ( Read more... )

if i've ever said an evil thing about my parents ever, i probably meant it then, but i take it back now. hah!

they revealed their graduation present to me last night, early because i've been bugging them about vanessa's car. they're giving me their car for absolutely freeeeeeeeeee.

i love them so very very much.

Sometimes when I'm just sitting, especially when I'm at the mission I realize how many beautiful people there are in Wisconsin. I'm usually surrounded by them too. I think I'm lucky ( Read more... )