The space between the tears we cry
Is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
The space between the wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain.

The space between the bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you.

There's no longer going to be writing in this journal.
Don't bother looking.

i feel useless.

i still have everyone in some way. i know that. but i'm out of the circle now. i'm replaced by something someone somehow i lost it. maybe i'm not as good of a person as i thought i was, but the only person that called me to hang out this weekend was cory. then when i ran into people i felt unwanted. i even got glares. glaresi felt ( Read more... )

so tonight turned out good. i went to a hxc metal show that sucked balls, but it was good to see all those little metal heads having a good old time. clean fun i tell you, good clean fun ( Read more... )

today i walked outside to take out the garbage in bare feet...

and the ice melted underneath them.

breathe in!

i like it best when we're laying face to face and staring at eachother and smiling. that's definetly the best ( Read more... )

when i was driving home from taking cory back to his homestead, i was just looking at people walking on the sidewalk. i saw two people, that were about 50 yards from eachother, and i realized the first one was kirsten, so i was betting myself the other one, walking in the other direction was joe radzinski. sure enough, i drive past, and it was him ( Read more... )

today was the biggest stress reliever everrr. i went to work, and ed brought me a homemade cinnamon roll and it was so amazingly good ( Read more... )

jessica is gone. gone gone. goooone. it's lovely really, we waited for them to pull out of the driveway, then we ran in her bedroom (my mom and i) and pulled everything out and vaccumed and lysoled and in awhile, mom's desk will be back in there. erased ( Read more... )

Tonight was a lot of fun after I got out of my iglooishworkplace, that I officially hate on fridays. Except for the fact that deana, heather, tits, jeff, joel, AND my nateski all came in tonight and i talked to them and pissed don off. I hate don. I hate him with a rotten fucking passion. Disgusting ( Read more... )

I need to go to sleep, I'm really really tired. However, my boyfriend is leaving tomorrow, and how upset that makes me. Oh yes ( Read more... )