So I am really starting to wonder does anyone ever check this just to see if I wrote anything in it lately......I mean if someone does hey just tell me you can leave it as uknown person if you wish just give me a heads up otherwise I believe I am gonna have to take out the need to remember things and delete this account wow it's cool I got ( Read more... )

I feel like I have been try'n to run away and I have ran so far and lately I have been looking back and everything that I ran from is not even a step away...I am tired and far from in the mood to run anymore....so where do I go from here....I cant give myself the answer and I am sure as hell no one else can or cares to... I own up to it I have ( Read more... )

Thank you evan for your double standards thank you evan for everything I hope whatever girl ends up with my stuff enjoys it....I hope the past 2 years r worth everything that has come of it.......I hope such a small thing like a friend is greater then love... I hope you r happy and I hope that I dunno anymore I really dont I dunno what to feel ( Read more... )

YaY it works it works...........haha okay so yeah with all that happiness cause this damn thing works I really dont wanna update.........cause hehe someone will get a little pissy with me I think I may just get a new journal anyways..........oh well I guess I might update later.........

why has this damn thing been so gay

there will never be another me ( Read more... )

Today should have been a happy day but somehow it turns out to be just as shitty as the last few days and I am sure the next few THO there was an upside to today and I hope but know it wont happen again so yeah blah went to brendas wedding never thought she would marry b-4 I did but oh well not really oh well but u know I cant change things I ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN

They wanted me ( Read more... )

Tilling my own grave to keep me level ( Read more... )