Make up your mind ( Read more... )

For some odd reason I got this yucky feeling in my tummy something is wrong just dunno what something bad is gonna happen soon blah I dunno other then that I had a good mommy day gavin took 5 steps all by himself today that was the best thing that could have happen today he is gonna start walk'n within the next 2 weeks and oh how ( Read more... )

yay mommy day is sunday and then oh geez a week after that I turn 20 !! yay haha oh well not like i have ever care'd anyways haha the past year has gone by fast well kinda fast the shitty times seem to drag on but other then that its not been so bad other then the past 2 years have been so crazy it is so much to take in I dunno ( Read more... )

It is all fun and games till someone gets hurt =)

call me around 11 or 12 yeah that was last night today when I do call the chic that tells me she will kill me and whatever is there haha good one you love to get that reaction from me and damn you do everytime that is the reason I hate to talk on the phone cause nothing but 100 % hate is there nothing but hate you make me so shitty and ( Read more... )

Saw that gap again today ( Read more... )

I hope I never have another night like last night cause to feel my heart break all over again is not any fun ..WHY DO I STILL CARE? or do I even cause really I think it is just the be'n alone part and the memory of things that hurt man I dunno I just wanna breathe again

To who ever feels is to be OK to call my house at 12:40 at night and call me names and say they know where I live and that they are gonna kick my ass and or what not DONT ever call my house again Evan grow up now cause you don't wanna keep do'n that shit and given my number out TRUST ME you will not like the aftermath of it that I can ( Read more... )

fuck I feel sick THANKS

so after like who knows about how many times I have heard this one song and thought it was funny and then today in the car I was I guess really pay'n attention and damn it was not so funny anymore..I was kinda just said oh I guess it made me think and now I understand where someone was come'n from I thought it was just an asshole way of that ( Read more... )