031 / is it ever too late?

[destrukti0n]

i've been thinking about you more than i'd care to lately. so many things speak your name here. three and a half years seem so small, but you really are everywhere to me. i wonder what you would have said if i'd let you finish that sentence. i wonder what would have been different if i hadn't been so strong. i wonder what thoughts were dancing

Comments

[jennatalia]

I what it's like to be reminded of a guy with EVERYTHING. I wish I could say something to help, but really the only thing that will help is time. ALOT of it. ;( Keep ya head up <3

[destrukti0n]

thanks hun. i know time is good. it just moves so fuckin slowly sometimes! i wish i had a fast forward button :)

[destrukti0n]

hahahaha! awh, i heart you chel :) i just got this image of taylor and jeramie tied together train-tracks style :D so odd :D but so funny :) *hugs*

[vetti]

You won't forget, but the pain will go away. It will take time, that just shows how much he meant to you! That's love... And pain is a part of love! The pain will move on and become memories, and although it hurts now I think you'll be glad to have those memories after all in a while!

*hugs* I hope you feel better soon

[destrukti0n]

*nod* somedays i really cherish the roads i've taken in my life and the memories i gained from walking them. without jeramie i dont think i would have grown into the person i am today.. and i think i'd miss me more than i miss him now :P :) so its all for the best :)

[jenny_grrl]

Sometimes I wonder if the people we love will always haunt us just... a little bit? Even if we're fully over them. Even if we're in happy relationships and we're doing good. Love is a very hard spell to break... in a New York minute you can go from loving someone intensely to hating them, because as much as we hate to admit it, that whole gambit - from love to hate - is all connected. So you can hate him vehemently, you can regret your choice, you can question all the what-if's, but you have to remember that you made the best choice and try to find some peace in that.

Would you feel differently if Jeramie weren't here? If he were dead? Naw... you'd love him even then. Then you'd lament the manslaughter. :P

[destrukti0n]

heh, i think i'd feel a little more justified.. :P instead of just walking away :P i dunno, i'm really good at pretending people dont matter and i'll always feel bad for making him feel that way. but, sometimes i really do feel that that was the best way to end things. i dont regret the way things went down, in my book they couldnt have gone any other way than they did i just sometimes wonder what would have been different. what would have been different if i'd never gone to see him while he was in jail that last time, ya know?

[ex_a_tron355]

You wish you'd hit him with your car, I hope he fucking catches something.

We're great huh?

[destrukti0n]

heh. we are the absolute best, and thats all there is to it :P :)