Three years?

[detectivehodges]

So apparently it's been more than three years since the last time I posted an entry. It certainly doesn't feel like that long ago. Where did those three years go

Comments

[jmdazed]

I am sorry to hear about your aunt. I have a lot of experience with sick family members I didn't feel like I knew/know well enough or spent/spend enough time with. I have a lot of guilt. I don't know how to go about alleviating that feeling, if I had a secret I would tell you. I think the guilt you are feeling, is clearly a feeling. And being angry and scared are feelings too. I know they don't feel like they count. I think the same way. I think those are the easier ones to express because they don't show vulnerability like being sad does. That and a lifetime of thinking you can't express something makes it even harder to express. I am sure it's in there. I am also sure that intellectualizing things is the way to make sure you don't express them.

Either way, I am glad you wrote something about it. Your thoughts are very ... familiar to me and I miss you .. yep =)

[myheartsonempty]

really, three years?! i don't think i've gone longer than like, two weeks without updating my journal. i'm a loser!

i'm so so so sorry to hear about your aunt. <3

[nippyfrog]

You'll find work. I don't want you throwing yourself at anything just to get a job. I want you to follow what you set out for. You'll find something, we'll be ok for awhile

[poziomka]

I'm sorry to hear about your aunt, and about joblessness making you feel crappy. :(