thank you for today and a night of no fighting and orgasms :]
i think it was a fucking GREAT good-bye present
but i'll get to see him again sunday/monday
then thanksgiving break starts wednesday

kay, gonna go shower and cough my lungs up and stuff

you say you wanna come see me
cuz you know your girlfriend wann be meee

i'm started to feel retarded listening to that song..nice

anyway, i feel happy
excited for whatevers coming to me next
if i'm thinking optimistically that day atleast
i dunno
its not that i'm depressed, just a pain in the ass when things don't go right
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i don't  feel anything tonight ( Read more... )

so tired, chest aches and i'm coughing up all that yummy shit
dance was sooo fucking fast tonight but i picked it all up i think
and sweated just a bit, i got exercise! haha
matt wants to hang out tomorrow, no one esle called it so i guess i am
max mentioned something andrew might've but i'm not positive
oh well, i feel content and happy again with my ( Read more... )

 you totally misinterpret me and my emotions ( Read more... )

 i can't help it and i don't know what it is and why i've been so sensitive again ( Read more... )

i love it when you call me a pain in the ass
i'm not kidding
i'm actually serious
because then it seems like you have balls again
and call me names back
and i actually like it

now only if i could stop crying
just be happy
please
and be ok and stable
and get better
and feel better
please?

i want to read good things again
and smile
and laugh obnoxiously like i do
it ( Read more... )

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it was just another one of those days we have
where they are really good and i really love you and we have fun
just joking around playing and messing with eachother
i appreciate you trying to do my math homework even if you weren't successful
its ok because you tried and at this point you're the only one giving his 100% to help me out
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don't try and start games with me little boy ( Read more... )