my eightfold path to nirvana.
i'm not even really sure if i agree with everything i wrote but i do know that i don't follow my own advice heh heh...

1.Love: You need to love not only yourself and others but have a passion for something in life. It’s something to give you a reason to keep going and move on. Having something to love gives life a ( Read more... )

 i'm not sure why you're an ass to me behind me back ( Read more... )

 you know when the teacher comes around and asks if you skipped this class ( Read more... )

its been awhile

not much going on but a lot at the same time i guess

gettin kinda lonely...a little lost. but i always find myself again in the end
hopefully

still love tony for some reason...

happy easter sunday coming up

new year...new birthday...new piercing ;D

there is so much emotions inside me right now ( Read more... )

whole new year to make mistakes in
hoorah
i love my handsome  boy so much
and for once i'm not talking about just my dog hahaha
is going to be different now and so much better i can tell
i got so excited to see his little face when he came into my work today
all i could think at work was going to my car and seeing him there
safe and sound not in the cold

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there is nothing for anyone to do for me anymore ( Read more... )

i miss you
i can't find you
i can't get ahold of you
all i know is you're at a train station...or were?
i dunno, i love you and hope you're ok though
i just want to talk to you thats all
i worries me when your sister sends me messages and wants to know where you are
or whats wrong or if you're ok
then it makes me think something could be wrong because i ( Read more... )

if i believed him it would make sense to me
it would help me out
but it would also hurt
and mean i couldn't trust the other him anymore
that everything could be a lie
that i could be being used
and just a crutch to someone
not having any real meaning to anyone's life
thats dandy
just real fucking peachy
because i didn't feel like shit enough today

the papers ( Read more... )

bleeeeh my tummy is killing me :[
all that water i drank, then the dinner i ate just makes me feel huuuuuge
but i'm sure its nothing a good shit can't take care of :]

i'm so classy...

so if i discovered all these new things about myself could it be that maybe mom and i need to go to therapy more?
or do i just need to go?
i still have no idea what to do ( Read more... )