why is it when things start to look bright suddenly black clouds form and everything dies.i had a promising position at my job where it would mean money and prestige and i throw it away as usual because i do turns to fukall eventually, so i fuk it up and now i wont get the position and im stuck being lowest paid fucker in my dept even though i do ( Read more... )

did u make up your mind about the phone?text joyce and donal :P

its been while since i could look at livejournal.well i'm still in nashville tn i have my own apartment i live with my woman still no car (working on it)ive been in tech support for my job since april getting ready to jump to tech escalations so in under a year i will have recived 3 raises and 2 promotions ot bad compared to my previous jobs i must

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well i got a promtion at work but i guess it comes at a price,selina doesnt want to see or spk to me but hey thats her descion ive been thru this so many times b4 im tired of it so fuk it she needs to find what she needs and im going to move on there really isnt anything else i can do or will do.fuk

how my anger fumes from the tip of my fingers to the ends feet,the pain and shame of my exisitence always a constant strain on my sanity invoking all this hostility breathing down my veins in dose of violence and rage and i cant help but feel contempt for those around seething animocity in me feeling the pangs of my dementia

im at work losing my mind b/c i came in 5hours early but i get out early so its kewl,my peeps are having a party tonite so those are my plans for the evening need to finish my screenplay and work on getting supllues for it hi selina :P i wish you wouldve been home when i called grrr.

ow it tingles when i laugh,more and more i become distant from the idea that i am worth anything,buts thats nothing new it just seems bad because i dont want to accept it.too stubborn for my own good i suppose,so these feelings in me falter when i hear how fucked up she can be and im notsure if i even want to be here in the first place.i cant take ( Read more... )

hmm as the poverty race continues i still cant believe i will be an official adult in 3 days ( Read more... )

hey just in case not everyone knows this...... william lechuga is taken by selina luevanos...... thank you and have a nice day