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im wicked pissed that no one trusts me..im not that slutty. im not even slutty at all. and everyone thinks the wrong thing. and i hate how i cant trust anyone with anything i say, because somehow it gets out. and that sucks because people hate me for it. this is getting me so pissed you dont even know. im not taht STUPID.. aaaaaggghhh mother fucker ( Read more... )

wow..its good to be able to turn the radio on right now. haha i must say, not having power for 17 hours certainly made me feel pretty Amish. at first i was like, cool! candles!. then i woke up this morning and i was like omg...im freezing. so i went to my neighbors house because those lucky bitches have a generator. aka heat. and we played lacrosse ( Read more... )

i feel like writing in italics. but i wont. today is the last day of vacation..i guess i dont even care. this vacation was boring..i didnt do anything. im so freezing right now. and dave (smith) hates meeee...im such a screw up. my mom made steak for dinner..but im not hungry. i ran today. oh what an accomplishment..not really. it doesnt help. ( Read more... )

things are boring...people are dumb. everything's changing, i dont know what im doing....i feel numb...like that guy in garden state..and dumb. numb and dumb. which rhymes. i dont even care..i need to get my snowboard. my glasses are all fogged up right now. my hair is in my face messy messy..i have like 3 songs stuck in my head..i had like half a ( Read more... )

i havent really updated in a while...nothing really happened this week.. i went snowboarding with liz and courtney on tuesday. that was good im so glad liz came home. even tho shes gone now. friday night i went to wendys with jacque lauren and connor..then we went to connors house..dave came too. alex kinda looked at me like "what the hell are you ( Read more... )

everything is getting worse. im getting in the middle of things that i just want to get out of..and i just want things that i cant have. and im just LISTENING.

wellll today was crazy i must say..lucky for you im not going into details. but, it didnt involve some switching of clothes and shakira music. oooh man.. hahaha

yesterday was the last day of ski club. well...it was wet. but totally worth it

AAAAAAANNDD lizzzzzz is coming home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D

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today was a little better. tomorrow is Trent's birthday. and the last day of ski club..

im never in a good mood anymore...today was horrible. i cant stand my life..i screw everything up. my family sucks. i hate my dad. people say you have to love your parents..i cant do that. hes horrible. i have a bad relationship with my mom. the only worthwhile relationship in my family is with liz..and shes at college. i cant stand living with my ( Read more... )