Helena, why did you have to go? Why couldnt you call me? I would have done anything in the world for you, you are such a dear friend to me and I love you so very much. I am so sad that you felt you needed to take your own life to solve your problems. I am so sorry that you went through so much pain, I was always there for you, why couldnt you talk ( Read more... )

I feel like the most single person on the planet right now. I hate being single in San Antonio because everyone is with someone EVERYONE. There is no one to hang out with anymore :( I tried to go to first friday by myself and it was just really lousy. Everyone there was holding hands walking in pairs like it was a couples retreat ( Read more... )

Dear Detra,

you and me need to have a little talk.

sincerely,
the side of your brain that tells you you're being stupid

Unsere Kleidung ist so schwarz, unsere Stiefel sind so schön ( Read more... )

Flying to CA for 5 days!!! Valentine's weekend the 11th-15th :)It wll be great to be back home for a while....

Now I'm not the kind of person who just blogs about their dreams as if people gave a crap but about a minute ago I woke up from the most disturbing dream I've ever had. the fear was real and cataclysmic ( Read more... )

I am so fucking sick of TX. I need to get the fuck out of here. AGAIN!

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There is alot here, I haven't posted in a while. But this is what I've been up to.

I hate people who review music and could do no better. You're worthless.

My brother was hit by a car yesterday. Broke all his bones on his right side and shattered his face with severe brain damage. Moments after midnight he had his last cat scan. The doctors said that there was nothing they could do to save him ( Read more... )