I just saw Frank for the last time here. It was nice. We made out a bit. and a little bit of other stuff but not much. He had to go do something for his job
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Wanting to stay even though your family is in the USA doesn't make you a bad person. I know what you mean, when you leave the US and go to Europe...it's just crazy how big the difference is. With everything.
That is exactly how I feel here. The LGBT group I'd gone to here made me a goodbye card and one of them wrote "you are one of us. Come back soon."
Everybody here is going to miss me so much and I've become such a part of this city, this city has taken such a big piece of my heart. I'm going to miss it so much.
You've managed to convey this in such a heart-wrenching way. I don't want you to have to leave :( I know exactly how you feel. Every time I leave Berlin my heart breaks - so I simply had to stop visiting, but it's not worked. I'm a complete country girl, but I just want Berlin to be a part of me so much.
There's nothing selfish about wanting to stay there, but hopefully going back to your other home you will be able to plan another more long-term visit and it won't be too long til you're back where you belong Xx
This isn't even half of what I feel. My heart is here, Dero was right. And I feel like I'm going in to get a voluntarily amputation or something D: A big part of me is being left here.
Augh. I will be back. And I just hope it's soon. -hugs-
I can see a lot of myself in this entry. Or rather, how I felt when I had to leave England in 2009. It felt like leaving home and once I got "home" I felt like I didn't belong for a very long time. But - and that is what matters - I am incredibly happy that you had such a lovely time in Good Old Germany :)
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I'm here for you <3
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Everybody here is going to miss me so much and I've become such a part of this city, this city has taken such a big piece of my heart. I'm going to miss it so much.
-hugs you back and cries on your shoulder.
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There's nothing selfish about wanting to stay there, but hopefully going back to your other home you will be able to plan another more long-term visit and it won't be too long til you're back where you belong Xx
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Augh. I will be back. And I just hope it's soon. -hugs-
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I almost made an icon of that same scene the other day, but I didn't for some reason.
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But - and that is what matters - I am incredibly happy that you had such a lovely time in Good Old Germany :)
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