So a lot of stuff going on right now some of it i wont talk about right now cause ill just piss myself off ( Read more... )

so i am doing ok kind of just standing still while things take their course because reality sucks , everything sucks and im just plain bored sick and tired of trying to form and bend reality to my will. thats all i have to say for now will try to update this thing more often.

so currently im mentally and emotionaly fucked up so i ask everyone to forgive me if im out of character. i am debateing what to do with my love life i love evan very much but there are things which i will discuss with him and everyone at a later point and time which is making it difficult for me to see a future with him people say you should ( Read more... )

went upnorth this weekend swam a lot!!! yay water!!! got lots of r&r but realy missed lots of people and by tonight my mind was raceing with worries as usual trying not to realy hoping that good things are around the corner but i cant help but be paranoid it seems like whenever things are ok they get bad and when they are going realy good they get ( Read more... )

well ive been missing everyone so much so call me darn you starting mon you can call me anytime after 3 and if you have a vehical and are goin to necto anytime soon like this mon let me know! I LOVE YOU PEOPLES. i realy miss alot of you exspecially evan who know has a job and is realy busy so we dont even get the pleasure of talking to eachother ( Read more... )

I thought it would suck but thanks to katie, red, ben, joe, melissa, it rocked ( Read more... )

well ive been very busy work, class, comic, and my other studies ( Read more... )

i was realy inspired after a dream i had and the words just poured through my fingers ( Read more... )

i guess todays ok so far i acctually slept but when i got out of bed i stretched the wrong way and pulled a muscle or sprained it it hurts to move it. i am still going to work though because im going to be off friday hopefully. my dad never showed up for lunch break yay. i still have some chores to do going to try to get my room done before i leave ( Read more... )

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