yesterday i finally had a snap i dont remember everything i came home from work after picking up an extra hour for my paycheck then i went into my room and put on my mp3 worked on my class work for friday and in the midst of music lyrics reached out to me and i snapped i just lost it i cryed and i screamed in rage all the feelings ive pent up i ( Read more... )

how is life its shit right now im broke im stressed to hell i am just plain out dead i have made a decision that in the eyes of mass majority of my friends is a bad one. we'll see if it was oh well i dont care i have a lot of love and faith that things are going to go right from now on its no one elses buisness anymore so drop it!! in other news on ( Read more... )

so friday the water main got messed up and i didnt have to work as long as on saturday when it was suppost to be fixed i showed up at 7.00 am all would be good i stayed out a little to late and i didnt get up untill 1 on saturday so its my first ever no call no show and somehow i didnt know friday was friday i managed to lose a day this week and i ( Read more... )

AWSOME top reasons why last night was friggen awsome

1. LOTS OF PEOPLE I KNEW YAY!!! plus i was drunk when i went in!!

2. they played all the best songs they even played the song me and even first danced to I MISS HIM!!! *sobs*

3. I DANCED UNTILL I WAS SORE!!

4. I held conversations with people yay!!!

6. NECTO IS ALWAYS FRIGGEN AWSOME!!!

i keep lying latley i think my distrust in others and myself is bringing this old habit back of lying to save my own ass. so my new years resolutions include no more lying after today!!!!! oh i never posted my new years resolutions well here they are including this newest one ( Read more... )

so i went to nathans birthday party got drunk mingled got bit by rei and connie got to watch live action yaoi ( peach imad and jack) that was so friggen hot!!! yeah it was awsome but today is new years and it sucks like hell but why shouldnt it in my opinion using the words of foamy *sarcasm* wow its a whole new year just like last year!!! fuck new ( Read more... )

im going through mood spirals and i have been drinking a little latley i intend to drink tommorow night at partyness!! weee fuzzy naval if peach will let me now. i dont want to talk about it. IM NOT SICK BUT IM NOT WELL AND ITS SO HOT CAUSE IM IN HELL!!!!if you dont know the lyrics you suck harvey danger flagpole sitta man a classic theme song ode ( Read more... )

yay its cristmas presents. a time to send out love to friends and familys a time when miricals can happen and you can finally find inner peace and heal and yes i have had a mirical i think i might acctualy be able to heal finally after so long i think i can have peace and heal. anyways merry christmas may your holidays be filled with joy and love.

its devaris wtf list of random weird and unusual shit that has happened this week list ( Read more... )

have you ever been so madly in love with someone but then realize theres another person or two out there in the world that make you feel the same way... i know it sounds like im digging a grave... but think on this you dont have to do anything that would be labled as cheating ex: kissing, making out, sex what if it was just a dance or a simple hug ( Read more... )