pick one: betray or exclude

[devi0us_punk]

i think i've finally had enough. so much has been going on lately. i've been writing in my other journal. the one i can take with me. so i can blame the reason no one knows anything about whats been going on in my life on my lack of updates in my friends only livejournal or i can blame it on the fact that i've finally realized how much people

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You're not alone!!!

[oregon_punk]

I feel this way a lot of the time. I get left out of a lot of stuff by people that should include me for stupid reasons. My "friends" dont do anything with me except at school. I take that back I have two wait one. Yes one friend i play pool with occasionally. I don't know why but lately i have been changing. Like my whole outlook on life. It has not been bothering me as much. Well from one of my eariler entries occasionally. I have just come to realize that it is not worth the struggle of trying to make them include me. Then you feel unwanted. The best thing to do is to ignore it, and do things for yourself. In all honesty when it really comes down to a bad situation the ones that really care help, but you are still alone. I have realized it is there loss for ignoring me, and maybe some day when they realize what they have done they may try to fix it.

Just know you are not the only one. I know how you feel that is the story of my life. I cant even stand up to my own father who i see once a year and that is sad.