jumbles and jumbles ( Read more... )

and this is pretty much a recap of the day ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I'm an emotional mess with everyone elses shit thrown on top. Leave me alone. I cant answer your questions. I dont tell you the truth. She used you? Do you understand. You are not getting back with her. Dont follow me around at my work crying to me. I cant solve your problems. I can barely keep my self from going crazy. I mean ( Read more... )

Today I was in the parking lot and i kept hearing this car alarm go off. Well when I finally get to that side. I see someone in the car and kinda laugh. Then I see they are trying to flag me down. So I get close to the car and have to look through the drivers side window cause this person is in the backseat. Its some old women. She tells me ( Read more... )

I cant quite understand it but i get this strange calmness in the rain. Like everything doesnt matter for the short time. I went walking today for over and hour. I was soaked when I got home, but totally mellowed out after SATs. I just quit caring. Its like the rain rinses everything clean. I mean i can have makeup running halfway down my face and ( Read more... )

So I bought Brand New Deja Entendu and two Thursday cds this weekend. Its ok I need the emo song to cry my little heart out to. I can feel the emotions building inside again. I can feel it and I'm waiting for the crash. I mean I cant even stay up like I use too. I mean today I was sick at work and usually working in the rain refreshes me, but ( Read more... )

I worked for four hours out in the rain. Then I came home got all dryed off and went with Pam, Allie, Katy, Davyd (his sister who I just spaced out her name) at 8:30 pm down to the beach and played. We were chasing the ocean and it came in really fast and far and we went running the water went all the way up to my ass ( Read more... )

She is simple yet confusing, her sparkling eyes make me forget my words(the same song over and over in my head ( Read more... )

Ok so its time to update ( Read more... )

Can anyone tell me why I cant get on the GCMB and why I keep getting junk emails from threads that are super old.