Its just hard to believe thats its already been a month since we had broken up. Weird. I do miss talking to her but I really don't miss her. Yea that really doesn't make sense. Myabe I'm just lonely ( Read more... )

I suppose the things between me and the older woman sort of cooled off over the week. Its not really a surprise and maybe things just are coming back to reality for both of us. Neither of can really be in relationship so far apart. I never really wanted one with her for that reason. If she lived closer, I'd consider it ( Read more... )

Yea I finally got the strength to break up my girlfriend last month. It was tough thing to do though. I really wanted to make things work but she was just not doing it for me. Yea thats pretty harsh. She gave it her all but it just wasn't enough. I don't know why. I should of jumped at the chance at being with a woman who was willing to do almost ( Read more... )

Why do I put up with her insults and bull. I swear I should just break up with her. She drives me nuts. She is nuts though and quite suicidal. Her brain is so messed up and she's on so many meds. Why do I stay with her. I must be the stupidest guy in the world. Well one of the stupidest ( Read more... )

While waiting at the station the other day, I noticed a lot of women wearing clunky shoes. Sure I was checking out their legs but it was kind of amusing to see all those big healed shoes around me. Weird. Of course the women were also 5'1 or shorter. It was definitely amusing ( Read more... )

I know its been over a year since I last updated this journal. So much has happened. Yet not much really has changed. How sad ( Read more... )

Ok I haven't posted on here in a long time. I've been pretty busy ( Read more... )

This week has been a pretty slow drag at work. Thank God I'm headed out of town this weekend. It'll be fun to see Angi again ( Read more... )

My girlfriend and I had a bit of a tiff the other day. It was actually more a mental breakdown on her part. I really didn't do anything to cause it. It was just her mind playing tricks on her. This mental depressions are causing a certain amount of consternation with me. I know she loves me much more than I love her but hearing her spew doubts and ( Read more... )

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