so i love not to write for a long time and then writing about nothing it works for me!! any ways ok still have nothing to say i am just bored so yeah i will write later

well today is one of the worst days of my life i hate this day and i think every one knows what day it is!! i don't want one more person to say i love you to me i don't want any one else to even like me because all they are doing is squeezing the life out of me i can't deal with so called friends and boyfriends anymore it is driving me crazy and ( Read more... )

latrly your all i can think about! even though we aren't going out i feel like i could have tried hard so you wouldn't be mad at me!! ever thing reminds me of you! like our song i will hear it and i will forget any and every thing i was think about and start missing you!! i don't really think this sounds like me that is why i am unsure why i feel ( Read more... )

i thought it was going good!! so much for not fighting well i guess you can't really call this a fight because i didn't really care at the time but the more i have time to think it bugs me!! he gets mad at me for hanging out with guys but he spent the night with his ex and some friend even though he says nothing happened and i believe him i just ( Read more... )

i really don't get it! i mean me and sean fight every weekend for what who knows but he gets mad at me for hanging out with guys and i don't like it when he drink every weekend so that leads to fight but come monday or even sunday we forgive each other so what is the point!! by now if it was anyone else i would have been long gone but i haven't ( Read more... )

well i first would like to say that i haven't wrote in a long time cuz i found out there is a whole world outside of the computer. but lately i have been spending all me time sean which is the only thing these days that makes me happy well we have been going out for almost four weeks yeah for me!! we fight but it is always about his lil brother go ( Read more... )

it was so funny i went to frist street beach with one of my friends and i saw matt thier with some ppl that go to mcc and then i decide to leave not long after getting there!! it was funny i read his live thingy and i learned all about his adventures it was so funny i wasn't sure if he seen me but it is all good

ok i was on my way home from M house, as i start to walk in to the woods. I see random flashes of light i said "oh saweet fire flys!" as i thought to myself i wish M was here it would be like the song how awsome!! so i quick caught one and i turn to run to M to show him! i look and think again to myself n/m he is prolly in the shower and i don't ( Read more... )

Through the clouds ( Read more... )

i have been on the phone all morning and that is already a bad sign on how the day is going to be. And cassie called which is always not a good thing. my mom already yelled at me about dinner which means i have to be here to eat it grrr... the dumb thing about that is she will tell me to be home at like 5 and we won't eat til like 7! then she will ( Read more... )