So.. Third date time coming up Saturday ( Read more... )

Dear two unregistered or invisible guests/users, I am glad you peek at my journal every few other days, but you have made me slightly paranoid. This journal is often updated with friends only updates, and they're way more RACY and filled with total uncensored content updated every week. That last bit is sarcasm ( Read more... )

Feeling worthless? Check. Hopeful about things that aren't ever going to happen? Check. Disable Auto-Formatting? Unchecked. Sitting in the dark? Check. Slight amount of heartburn, with indigestion? Check. Eaten in the last ten hours? If chips count, check. Feel disconnected from the rotation of the Earth? Check. Disgusted with myself? Ch-ch-check. ( Read more... )

There are times when a part of make wakes up, and comes to realize what is going on around [me ( Read more... )

It's cocksucking six thirty in the morning. I wanted to make a post about this nation's current humint. Changing tactics and variants and so on and blah blah ( Read more... )

I hate how the feeling of loss, and missing someone come at the most random times. I'm trying to respect that I need to get rid of that feeling, though. I am weak, and without that other piece of me, I'll most likely always be chipped beef.

So, new experience time coming up for me. I've never handled someone's last wishes, certainly didn't expect it to be my own mothers ( Read more... )

Should have went home. Oh well, mom, you got your wish. I'll be home for Thanksgiving, it's too bad that it's to take care of your remains, and nothing else ( Read more... )

This emotional swamp is almost over for us. Soon, I will be back in the states and not have to worry about the calender and clock.

Time could not be any slower. Missions could not be anymore pointless. This is what loneliness feels like, I remember it very well.

Wow, more shit is coming down the pipe. Looking forward to meeting the press now, can't wait to say what I have to say, when that time comes.