I am so confused that its actually unbelieveable... I thought I liked Richard but if it came to it due to a dream last night I realised I would turn him down because if we broke up again which would be for the 9th time I dont know if I would be friends with him... I thought I liked Ash well I more than liked Ash to be honest but not that stands no ( Read more... )

This week has been fucking hectic had my drama final exam people have said i was awesome and according to Candy she now bums my ass but i dont know, i really hope i did well, i tried my best thats all i can say... i can honestly say i have never tried that hard to get something right in my life, the fact i was under pressure to get things right ( Read more... )

man i have needed to write for so fucking long! Recently has been good but a pile of complete shite at the same time.

Bex lives with me which is great =) i love her company and stuff so im hoping it will work out. Im worried that she is getting really pissed off with me though, like i always think im getting in her way and bugging her but at the ( Read more... )

this weekend... has been good but bad i guess.

Saturday i woke up next to Ash and we just spent all morning well until 4 but yeah thats morning haha hanging out together, went Mc Donalds got stickers!!! lol Bex seemed down though which made me think and stuff so i left Ash earlier than i should have to make sure she was ok and to cheer her up, ( Read more... )

Well past couple have days have been alright i think =) yesterday i was bored shitless at some college gig thing at the soundhaus but like it was kool hangin out with Bex, Dan and Rikki. I'm really starting to get wound up with Rikki thought because he just wont stop texting me asking me really perverted questions, or talking about sex, or talking ( Read more... )

well today has been great =) after a 12 hour sleep after getting plastered (but not knowing it at the time) with my band members, it was awesome and i think its the same again next monday even though theres no band practice.

All i did all day was chill out, made toasties, ate chocolate, ate chips and veggi sausages with a lovely friend of mine... ( Read more... )

wow apparently when drunk i still make perfect sense hehe, im impressed with myself. I sound well depressive though haha thats what you get for little sleep and concessive intake of alcohol lol. I am pretty happy right now, i dont know why i am just happy =) *grins ( Read more... )

Basically im bored and figured i would set up an account on here because of that exact reason... dont really know what to write though ( Read more... )