Here I sit alone in bed, the first actual night I have not been with Angie. The other two nights dont count because I didnt sleep. I cant sleep on the bus, just too damn uncomfortable. Right now is a complete and total mess for me once more. Even as I sit writing out these thoughts, my mind is on her and the boys and I cannot stop myself from ( Read more... )

Wow, I dont know what made me to come back and check lj... but I am glad I did actually. Alot has happened again in my life, way too much but it has all continued into my spiritual as well as physical and emotional growth. Again alot remember me as being that immature young man that well cost friendship left right and center. Confusing times for me ( Read more... )

Well it has been a bit again since you heard from me last. So I figured I should update my journal again with everything that has happened in the last little while ( Read more... )

It has been almost a year since I used my journal, I feel weird writing again as the last time I place anything in here it was when I was in a rage of sorts. Alot of bad memories, but I do have to do deal with them and I have. Alot has happened in almost a year, to all those who I may have hurt, or lost contact with, I am sorry ( Read more... )

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so I am writing another to explain just what is going on inside of me at the moment. *sighs* I dont know exactly what is going on inside of me. Right now I feel sick to my stomach, because of all the anger, hate, rage, and sorrow I have. I dont know what to say I dont know why I am feeling this way. I dont know why I feel as if I have no home. ( Read more... )

Wondering what that title is about eh? Well ya right now I am a bit disgusted at my roommates. Why well they decided to go out while I clean, mind you to get things, they hide the dsl cable so I cant come online. Well I found it, that is right I went hunting for something that was considered mine as well as there's. I am pissed. Why would they do ( Read more... )

like when I spend a bit of money I get in trouble. Well this is how it went for me today. I go expecting to have both of my paychecks in my account what happens? Ohhh looks like I got no fucking money. Go to work and well I have to run home quickly to get my bank account information. Run back to work and find out one of the numbers where screwed up ( Read more... )

Hey, it's Marc again coming at you right from his apt in Windsor, with a bit of an update on his life. Well let us begin *newman sits down rattling his papers a bit then looking at the camera ( Read more... )

Well I dont know what to write at the moment other then alot of stupid things have been running threw my head. Mostly with the fact that Alanna forgave me for what I did. I can honestly say I have not looked threw those cold eyes since I moved here, and then the other night it happened all over again. I dont think Alanna as my parent, I never have ( Read more... )