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I am.

If you don't think so- too bad.

I'm worth something and to anyone who has tried to make me worthless...you're ignorant.

If no one else loves me- oh well.

I'll care enough about myself, to make it- just for myself.

Do I need everyone else's validation of what I want, what I need, or who I care about?

No.

So be on my side, hold my hand thru this, ( Read more... )

I'm such a dysfunctional fucking mess...

I hate myself.

I just want to die.

Too bad I'm too lazy to even take care of doin' that much with my life.

~Bb

http://youtube.com/watch?v=25pfG6j-cuw

This song is so pretty.

Not my usual music choice, but it really resonates w/ me right now.

New story Idea that happened during a recent car ride.

The connections between books is sketchy as of yet - possibly involving a woman who travels thru 2 gates instead of just one.

Shepherd's Gate:
At the age of majority, those destined to be natural leaders will step thru the Shepherd's Gate. Mysticism, magic, and mayhem will lead them to develop ( Read more... )

My skin fits WAY TO TIGHTLY today.

I literally wish I could remove it...like a set of clothing thats gotten uncomfortable.

I no longer wish to feel this way.  Unfortunately I dont know how to make it stop on my own.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Someone's gonna get BIT.

I owe a big thank you to my friend Silverfoxy for teaching me some of the finer points of Credit Card Management ( Read more... )

If you're not going to be honest, don't take this survey.

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
haven't ever "held hands"

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
Yes. Regardless of how when where or why - yes

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
I can...I can sleep thru just about everything. I prefer not to

4. Have you ever drank milk ( Read more... )

I'm looking for someone to hold me like they Love Me.

Without needing me to love them back.

Mostly because I don't want to risk myself like that again...

But also because I've found the ones I care about, and cannot be held by them.

Dreams made of Smoke won't come true...

Being Stubborn won't make it any more real.

*I am NOT seriously injured ( Read more... )