Things you shouldn't do if your in a relationship ( Read more... )

if feels like i'm losing everyone. i don;t have a grip on anything solid. which sucks cause i am super lost. i am trying so hard to keep in touch with everyone. but i am so overwelmned. i don;t know how to take everything. recently i've been so jealous. of everyone. i don't know why either. normally i have a cool head but right now life is ( Read more... )

i'm scared. i'm scared im not good enough. i'm scared of leaving my home. i hate going away to camp. i hate leaving my rents. even though im never home anyways. fuck. and i;m scared that things with joey might get bad. i;m scared.... so very scared

i don't think i've ever had such a great boyfriend. i mean tim was nice at first but joey is sooooo much better. he makes me soo happy and makes me feel really cherished. i care about him so much. everytime i think of him i am smiling. and yes right now i am smiling. *grins* hes just wow. Hes sweet, fun, caring, amazing, handsome, adorible, ( Read more... )

this could possibley be sad. i dunno. just bad day i guess. i get out of drivers ed and my mom and i start to bitch at one another. just kept on bitching. then we got in public and it stopped. then when her and i are alone again. we start bitching up a storm. i hate her sometimes. she always makes me feel like shit.

ehhhhh kinda sad.

i always feel weird at the begining of a relationship. cause i don't know my limits. i like to spend like all my time with my other for like a week. then i'm good with a few days off. but right now i'm all like grrrrr.. i miss him a lot. but i also don't want to be clingy. oh well.. drivers ed was a lot of fun we did nothing for two and a half ( Read more... )

super happy i'm with joey ( Read more... )

everyone just sucks and i just want to give up.. so fuck life.

i really really really like joey. is it obvious????????? i miss him and i hung out with him yesterday.... damn it. hmm.... okay we won 1st place. i'm super pumped. okay i;m gonna go do something now.

there is really no point in trying is there. i have no chance.

mad at a few people.