cheers! i don't know why but im bursting with mirth.

thinking of doing spontaneous things, like goin up to the woods this next weekend or throwing a small party of sorts, or watching as many bad movies as humanly possible for inspiration.

im out of ideas. a little bit depressed lately but ill get over it.

not an important entry or an entry worth reading honestly, but ive had several random songs stuck in my head, specifically Personal Jesus, both Depeche Mode and Manson verisons, as well as the Manson cover of Down In The Park, I'm working on completing a second film script, that should be doable on a cheap budget, even though no one reads this, ( Read more... )

heres my unifying theory on how to be at peace with the human race and how to understand the world. what you must do to understand everyone and everything, is to see the whole world naked. and heres my explanation. when are we most vulnerable? when is everything about us truly revealed? why is sex sometimes awkward and scary to people? because you' ( Read more... )

went to western playland for one last nostalgic thrill. cheers!

twangin on the guit, trying to sort out some shit, and its not even my fault but i feel like a total asshole. goddamn.

i screwed up my knee! hooray for me! its nothing bad but it hurts like hell right now, im getting far in my writing, so write now im happy. im considering getting to know a girl at school a bit better, but im not sure about it, cuz shes always busy with school itself, and i dont know, im kinda just lookin for friends right now.

ever felt that? like you're talking to yourself, and you might as well shut up. that basically defines me. i have an intense social anxiety thats getting worse and worse. i feel like im going insane. of course no ones reading this, so the dramatic irony of me venting here is astounding.

what can i say? boredom is consuming me, school is monotony, and i'm hating it more and more every day. I've been looking for something new, and i have yet to find it. its sad really.