Today is just a lil hard for me.. Stacy's bday.. but she isnt here to do anything with us.. thinkin about her brings a smile yet tears.. Brians wrote a song for her.. listenin to it just brough tears.. but it was sweet... I dont know wat kind of emotions are running through me.. swear to god its like a bad fucken roll or something i dont know ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I wrote something in this little Journal.. Lets see.. Catching up time.. I lived in a studio owned by Jimmys parents for about 4 months I hated that fucken place., but i had to start somewhere right? I hated comming home at times ( Read more... )

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I can only hope for the better

hope for it to be all over

no more faking a smile..

especially when the heart crys every night..

ahhh

wat to do

I would have to say the year 2005 is a year i wont 4get!! THanksgiving pie fights!!

Why do these tears keep falling? is it me?

Finaly moved into my place!! now comes more bills but i'm much happier haha.. Dad got me a car!!! I think thats wat he said But i actually havent seen it yet.. Anyways.. Happy Birthday KHAO!!

Today, it is a hard day for everyone in my family.. Rest in Peace Stace...

Update** I found and place and got it!!

Why is everything so hard.. I just feel like crying and crying.. My mother i just dont understand her.. I give her everything and do everything but i cant make myself happy.. thats because it will make her miserable.. FUCK man cant do anyting right

As Aug 25 approaches it gets harder and harder.. The Look in Aunty Sues face tells its all.. Stacy's missed by everyone that knew her.. Watching Stephen is my job at the moment.. I Miss this smile!!


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