new favorite thing:

i've changed so much in appearance. [looks, dress, and presentation.] i go to public places and see people that used to be my bestfriends and they don't even recognize me. its really the greatest. and prevents all kinds of awkward experiences.

the blue october cd.
like now.
thanks.

i cant sleep

for the first time, i think...ever.
i woke up and i felt amazing.
it felt like summer.

i need to start meeting new people.
like seriously.

i just re organized my room and my mom said that i could spray paint on my walls.
it made my day.

i didn't go to school today

it was nice.

i fucking hate people.
fucking hate.

so i'm starting to become a better friend ( Read more... )

i'm so sick it hurts.
ahhhh!!!
i can't stand it.
and i have to study.
studying sucks even more if your sick...figures.