sometimes it comes from the insides. i wish i was a cow so i could stomach all of this. i wish i had no heart so i can know for sure that i dont need to fix it anytime soon. and i would have something to blame my inability for any emotional intimacy on. i wish i could blame it all on someone so i wouldnt have to pretend of the nothings and ( Read more... )

im breaking these things down already when nothing has begun and it all just ended in my head ( Read more... )

bridges are only good for crossing and burning ( Read more... )

monday night chocolate martinis and vodka shots. i was aiming for my dignity.

bang. i hit on every waiter.

please, i tipped your ass 40 percent-like. you better put out.

im a fragile sort of thing that likes to lie.

late night with the benito clan. newport bay has to clean my cum stains in the bathroom. my mom was wearing a thong and that deserved a high five. and im in love with my family again. if they were all a little prettier we would make an amazing WB series. or HBO. id watch that shit ride up on my moms ass ( Read more... )

late night zombie movie marathon ( Read more... )

icarus and falling wax. im trying to write my epic. i just want to keep typing beacuase i know it'll lead me somewhere. when you do too much of something i know it leads you somewhere, conviction. addiction. nothing oh so poetic but you know thats the way i'd wish my life away. in poetry verse. i'll just be a bunch of words strung together and ( Read more... )

its better when i dont know what im saying. and foreverandaday is worth waiting for. supposedly. supposebly. hella is now my stone for two birds. hella. im crazely sane, and thats good enough to get me acquited. and i have big buts about life and no one wants to tell me otherwise. uncertainties, i've found out, are just as good as embarrassment. i ( Read more... )

some like to keep heat on, some never had enough, you see, i sleep with nothing on cuz im always burning up

now its game time. gonna turn the creep on. oh yeah.

for bastards that like to yell me songs across a river i can't swim,

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my stomach has bees, and even though it hurts a little im wishing for honey.