so... i havent written in over 2 months...that sucks.. i didnt realize how busy i had become until just now.. almost 3 am in the morning.. right lol. anyways yeah so i guess i have been up to alot for the ast little bit...hard shit and good shit... hard shit with school...good shit with moving again..anyways im not getting into too much detail ( Read more... )

wow... it has been a while now ( Read more... )

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh ( Read more... )

im so sorry, i have only posted what 3 times in the last week or 2... that sucks, i ahve been kind of busy thugh, and every post i made was private, im gonna make a public one, just about everything thats going on in general with me very soon, not now though, im so bored right now im actually thinking baout cleaning my room.. again.. alright well ( Read more... )

wake up im pounding on the door.
(to your fucking heart)
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU
..
WHEN I NEED YOU...

*cries*
falling to the ground in the corner of nothingness

xox Mel

last night he knew. he woke me up in the middle of the night just to tell me everything will be alright ( Read more... )

so even though in the last week or w/e long, i ahve only posted I think 2 times in my private, i was planning on coming online and mass posting on public, about marc halloween party, and john, andbrahms halloween party, and how amazing I looked all dressed up how I was. but u know what.. fuck it. i was also gonna post about how i was excited for my ( Read more... )

so let me start by recapping ;ast night... ok where to start ( Read more... )

squeedo gave me his green pen. i want to share it with the world. this more than fucked up world
anyone who wants to see it call me. or msg my phone. or msg me on here, or leave one on here. or email me
lol
XOX MEL

I work at 9 am tomorrow morning, aaron and i both do, were discussing pulling an all nighter. smoking weed all blooody night and seeing if we can make it. i told him we were gonna run out of weed... i ahve been here for lets see ( Read more... )