we got crabs today! at the coast. mom and steph and moms friend from work went out on a boat and threw cages into the water, with old chicken in them, and we caught crabs. mom and I won't eat them, but we liked cathing them, and steph will eat them, so that's ok. I wouldn't help clean them, and stephanie didn't like it much because she had to kill ( Read more... )

at this point, after this post, all my entries will be friends only. it starts after this post because I wanted to try this again ( Read more... )

today, we went and talked to people, whom I was less than entirely thrilled to talk to, that being a school counselor down here at my dads house. I found myself about to throw up in the middle of the school, and I suddenly realize that my fear of change hasn't abated as much as I'd hoped, just sort of accepted that some changes are killing me ( Read more... )

ok, so in the first place, one of my friends invited me to a halloween party on the 30th. not terribly surprising. then, my adorable and absolutely lovely girlfriend is having a party on the 31st. now I've been invited to yet another party, on th 29th. this is friday, saturday, and sunday, different parties. this is entirely new to me. I'm like... ( Read more... )

in relation to yesterdays first post, I found myself severely annoyed last night. it's dawned on me that once I realize something rather profound, such as grasping at shapes in smoke, I can almost never do it the same way, ever. I wish I hadn't realized the irony of it the other night, because at the time it was a really calming thing to do, and ( Read more... )

I've just spent an indeterminate amount of time jumping from journal to journal, randomly through peoples friends lists. what you do is pick one of your friends, and pick someone random on their freinds list, preferrably someone you don't know. then you read their first post, and jump to another random journal in that persons friends list, and ( Read more... )

last night I spent the better art of an hour trying to grasp at intricate shapes in sweet smelling smoke, and didn't realize until the last five minutes of the incence the irony involved. not consciously at least. I got new incence a few days ago, and last night I was watching the smoke pour upwards in outright defiance of gravity, and the way it ( Read more... )

so pete was discharged at 8:30 this morning. this would be the third time he was, which goes to show you how good our hospital is when it comes to dealing with fucked up loonies. mom wouldn't take him anywhere in her car unless he agreed to help her find the old car. he agreed, so off they went. she then brought him home upon finding the car, and ( Read more... )

so mom got a new car, it's rather nice. she picked pete up in it, and brought him home under the conditions that he take adovan, a fuckin strong relaxant, shower, and let mom take him to someplace he'd be out of the house, probably a hotel or something. when he got home he puttered about for a while, and finally shaved and showered. he then ( Read more... )

I'm home now for the moment, mom is shopping for a new car, having apparently given up on the possibility that her old car exists any more. blah. as I was updating earlier the hospital had called a code five in the ER, which I hadn't realised was peter, and that means they needed the hired muscle to come and make him do what he was supposed to. ( Read more... )