still here, schools going ok, life's not bad, parties are good the city is alive, and pumping alcochol through the vains of it's people :) i want to come home but not just yet. this is the chance of a life time and i dont wanna let it go that quickly. it's getting cold here, very cold today it's 5 C and it's getting colder and colder. my polish is ( Read more... )

i want to leave but there's so much i'll miss ( Read more... )

getting better.
but still doubt I'll go out tonigHt cuz i wanna hAve enough energy for Tomorrow cuz i know it's gonna bE a loooooong day.
maYbe if i'm up to it later i'll go tO mike's, he still has my camera from the night of the Unseen show, wow i cant wAit to see thoes pic's! (blackmail material?lol) i hope tomorrow wiLl be as fun as i think it

sick ( Read more... )

it was a good day yesterday. mike took me and emilia out to olive garden in the city.... fuckin YUM! and then we went to the UnSeEn show which fuckin rocked. they are amaizing! and of course the ghouls were awesome ;) the after party was crazy fun, untill 8am!! actually i havn't the slightest fucking clue to as when it ended but it was morning. i ( Read more... )

sorry about that last one. i guess i kinda had to vent.

not too much has changed in the past couple of days, i'm doing better. last night was just what i needed, i went to chris's in the city, it was fun and my friend karl reminded me that he is the one person who i have never fought with, never been mad at and who has never let me down. anyway, the after party was very chill and well, pretty perfect ( Read more... )

last night was fun then fucked up then things got good agen ( Read more... )

so, i just spent the past fuck knows how many hours locked in my room painting. it all came out shitty. fuck i'm so frustrated and pissed of at the fact that 90% of my art never comes out the way i want it too. something just gets fucked up between my head and my hand. it sucks cuz painting and drawing are what i do to relax and stay sane but it ( Read more... )

today was the 5th day in a row i spent in the city.... i fucking need to move there soon! i waist a shit load of $ going there and back. work sucked but then again it gave me the $ i needed to gage my ears so i can't complain. hung out with molly, meg, and my lil cuz and her friends, then a few blocks off of south on my way home i unexpectedly i ( Read more... )