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wow, what to say. i suppose you could say that as of late i have assumed a girlfriend, or as much as i ever consider a girlfriend. she is sweet, but crazy as fuck. why are they all fucking insane? is there never a balance or happy medium with anyone? i have been with her for about the last week and i am already prepared to move on yet again. i kind ( Read more... )

i have the strangest feeling of unsettled levity at this point and time. an ultimate paradox of every muscle in my body aching to extremes thus unheardof, yet my mental clarity is ten fold that of its average state ( Read more... )

so, it appears as though life is dealing me a good hand now, perhaps its a new outlook on it that makes me believe so. met a girl on myspace who had just moved to lake city when she sent me a message saying she wanted to meet interesting people in the area because eveyone sucks. so we talked, then i told her where i worked. she arrived randomly on ( Read more... )

we are all constantly changing throughout our lives, both mentally and physically. i am changing at a far more accelerated pace than i am used to. i am on a journey of sorts to find myself and what i truly am. i am becoming a vegetarian, for bloddy meat no longer satisfies the beast i once was. i am also exploring and learning about my inner ( Read more... )