"I not only have my secrets," writes Frederick Buechner,
"I am my secrets.
And you are your secrets...
our trusting each other enough to share them with each other
has much to do with the secret of what it is to be human." 
** Think about your life as a path. A lot of people are bound to just cross your path and their foot prints simply vanish ... then ( Read more... )

Everything... Yes life is good ... but I miss him... I feel like a part of me is gone... everything reminds me of him... All the laughs we had the memories we shared... I wonder if he misses me too... I just feel like a part of me is gone... I need him but it is obvious to me that he has new people now and obviously he doesnt need me... everyone ( Read more... )

Sabes bien que te di lo que soy Y tu amor es limosna y dolor Yo de ti fui un amante sin amor Se acabo no me pidas perdón Mírate, estas sola otra vez Y mírame, que mi culpa no es Deja de atormentarme al corazón Lárgate que ya no te quiero ver No hay nadie en este mundo que me hiciera tanto daño Fui tonto no lo niego me llegaste a convencer Y vienes ( Read more... )

**Enough Said**

So today... slept all day until Heidi woke me up at 2... then work... then home ... and cant wait to go to sleep again... well not really... so I had many moments of clarity and stuff and u should be proud... Im setting my priorities straight... im a be a good girl... cant wait to tell you about all the things runnning through my lil head... ( Read more... )

How do you go on when you are afraid of what the future holds but even more terrified of living in the past??? When the present seems to be moving too fast and in a blink of an eye the moment is lost forever??? What do you do when you need a hand to hold and you look around but no one is standing by you anymore and you are forced to deal with it on ( Read more... )

Wow ... Im soooo bored Im in first period all alone because all the seniors, well the ones I know at least, went to the court house ... So I thought I would write a few words ( Read more... )

TRUE FRIEND does this...

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a ( Read more... )

Lets see where to start ... well on Saturday we [Heidi, Jose, Helen, Yami, Bobby, Lore, and of course me] went to go eat at Pat and Oscars lolz... good times ... there was a lot of laughing and well we now know two whole places that dont kick us out... then we went to go get lost in the freeway that was fun there was a lot of screaming, singing, ( Read more... )

SATURDAY 12/17/05:

Posada time at Roberts. It was hilarious... Ok so me, Yami, and Lorena get there and we spy Bobby. Once we got there we were playing cards ... we played Bullshit ... it got ... interesting. Then the celebration began and we did the whole song and prayer thing. We got to be the ppl inside the house. Once that was over it was time ( Read more... )