i miss you and i have to be strong and not tell you...

havent written in soooo long and there is alot to say but i will get into that at another time...just wanted to see if this worked...

Well I ended it. I'm done & not even upset. I'm tired of being alone...tired of it all....

I'm to my breaking point where..I'm about to say goodbye. I deserve more then this.

I hate this shit so much

Things were getting better then I found that he put a girl in his favorites on myspace. I am so sick of finding things and I am beginning to just not care anymore. I know hes too young for me. Hes 23.. what does he know about love..understanding and everything else that comes along with a relationship. he will never change.. not for me or anyone ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. Well.. Tommy quit and I am here basically alone. I don't mind though. I can handle these guys. I dont talk to that one driver anymore. I really don't know what I was thinking. The other one is a total dick face. I had it out with him this Sunday. He called me at 7am and asked me to come over.. stupid me said yes and I ( Read more... )

Today I'm feeling really blah.. since my last update not a lot has happened really.. Just hanging out with Evonne a lot.. haven't seen Corey in awhile cause shes always working, still hate my job, brother still a fuck up... same old.. yada yada yada. Went to Carteret this weekend and came back Saturday night. It was Ashleys sweet 16 party.. I had ( Read more... )

I feel so bored.. I am soaking wet.. not in a good mood. We go into a fight last night because he needed to remind me.. again.. it was his exes birthday.. I already knew.. I dont know why he felt the need to remind me again. Everything had been going so good.. and he fucks it up. I think he wants me to get mad. I think he needs to be assured that I ( Read more... )

Well.. its been a real long time since I updated on this. I was on MySpace writing instead of here.. and I deleated the page cause Marc knew the password and started fucking with it. So I got rid of it and made a new one.. which was stupid now that I think of it cause.. I lost everything.. oh well.. lets recap on whats been going on in my life so ( Read more... )