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alone....
That's all I ever feel is alone and I feel like I'm gunna be like this for the rest of my life. I'm so tired of it. Seeing a married man is totally not worth it. When you have to live and function through someone elses life, it's not a life for you. I can't call him and I'm scared to text cause she may be around. Yeah he likes me a lot....wooo hooo ( Read more... ) -
This sucks
This really really sucks. I feel like I'm gunna be alone forever. Can't catch a break.
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Don't know where I'm going
Plus....I'm gunna be gettin kicked out soon without a place to go. On top of this...not working...the married guy...my addictions....I really don't know what I'm gunna do. I'm sick of worrying and tired of fighting. I do want out of this house but this is not the way I wanted to leave. I don't have a boyfriend or husband to lean on so I'm alone... ( Read more... ) -
I don't....
I really don't know how much more I can take with this fucked up life I have. I'm still alone...even though...I guess I can say seeing someone. But he's married so I know I will never be truly happy with him....ever. I only see him like once a week and I have to always ask when. I can't ever call him and I can only really text him during the day. I ( Read more... ) -
ughhhh
im fucking tired of being alone. i finally found a job but now im looking for a man. everyone is with someone or getting married...and here i am still...alone. this isnt fair at all and im real tired of it. i dont go anywhere to meet anyone no but still..it was so easy back then so why is it so hard now? it seems like i had better luck when i was ( Read more... ) -
ugh
is this a waste if time or should i wait this out longer to see what happens? -
ughhh
i havent writen in song long and there is so much to say. some good...some bad but what else is new? anyway i promise to update very soon while im laying in bed doing nothing. im very depressed and i just dont feel like writing right now...but i will get back on the ball soon. -
done....
im done being taken advantaged of......so tired.... -
ugh
i dont think getting back with the ex husband...i had it in my head but...i think its gunna be a no go...anyway marc called me like 5 times today which was weird. i still think he has a girlfriend or is lying about something but what can i do? im not with him.... -
goodbye to old friends
the new year is coming and its time to get rid of all the bad and fake people from my life and start fresh. i need real friends and its time for me to meet someone who isnt gunna fuck me over behind my back like last time. im tired of being disrespected and i have to have a fuck it attitude and get all of these people out of my life and keep them ( Read more... )