An emotional year so far....

[devjannz]

This has been a pretty emotional year so far for me. I don't mean that I am breaking down crying all the time(though I have a few times) but just the sheer weight of everything that is going on in my personal life, work life, etc. I know that things will get better as time goes on and I know that I will get through it but sometimes there are

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[numbers_girl]

Thank you so much for your comment on my post, Steve. I really loved the quote, and it fits. Gosh this life is hard sometimes.

I'm so sorry about your pain about your son. That has to be the hardest thing anyone can go through, and every year the reminders and the guilt...so sorry, Steve.

You went from being with someone to being alone, and even though it was the right decision for both you and Amy, it's still a transition time, and it is lonely as hell at first. I remember going through that as well. Sometimes I still have flashbacks back to that time and the severe loneliness that I felt.

It will take time, but you can do it.

Love ya! Thanks for being my friend all these years.

[devjannz]

I remember when I first added you as a friend with your old journal, you were going through some depression and had been having a rough time. I offered that same quote and I remember how good it felt when you said you really appreciated it and that it meant a lot to you then. I am glad that it means just as much now. We will both get through these things we are going through and we will be better people for them in the end.

I am glad that you are my friend and I look forward to having you as a friend for many years to come. *HUGS*

[deepseasiren]

I remember very much the passing of your beloved son. We've been LJ friends for a long time Steve and I have totally forgotten where we met...was it the long hair journal LOL community? Or a POTC one?

I don't believe that the grief of losing your child EVER fades. I hate it when people say " well it gets better over time." I truly believe it can get worse. No child is supposed to pass on before their parents. So the only thing I can say to you is: You have many supportive LJ friends. At times time can seem so overwhelming. I have seen you grow as a person through many changes, many events in your life, and I think you have seen that as well in me. I cannot even identify with the terrible grief that must accompany that of losing your son, but I am here here for you as a friend.

[devjannz]

I believe that we met through a fanfiction community for POTC. I am glad that I have you as a friend and appreciate all the support you have given me, especially considering all that you have been going through the last couple of years. *HUGS*

[deepseasiren]

I'm here for you. E mail or PM me anytime, my dear friend.

xoxo Michelle