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I think it's just this physical thing taking over me. I'm miserable physically, and worried, and it's making me pull away from people because I think they are tired of hearing about how I feel. Being unwell makes you feel unwell in every aspect of your life, no matter what is good in your life, it's hard to focus on the good aspects, the good ( Read more... )

I hate loneliness more than any other feeling.

I'm trying not to take it personally. Things WILL get better. I miss my dad, my grandmother, my mother, and my best friend tonight, as well as all the other people I've lost in my lifetime. :(

This movie I'm watching, "The Pursuit of Happyness," reminds me so much of times in my childhood where my dad struggled with everything, but he always kept his kids close to his heart. My dad raised us alone. There was a time when we had to stay in a shelter. I think I was about 7 or 8 years old. I slept on the women's side and my dad and my ( Read more... )

TWINS!!!! Twins, twins, twins!!!

I KNEW IT!!!! I told her several weeks ago it was going to be twins!

I'm finally getting my bedroom straightened up. I have so many clothes and I have a bad habit of trying on clothes and not rehanging them. Now my bedroom is organized and so much neater. I just haven't been in the mood to get the bedroom fixed up since I moved in. It's not really a nice bedroom because there is only one window in there and half of ( Read more... )

I've gotten to where I'm on facebook more often than I'm on LJ. Facebook is less personal I guess. I don't write about my innermost feelings there, but I connect with people I know in real life more often and also see how my facebook friends connect with THEIR real life friends and family. It's interesting. The only thing I don't understand is the ( Read more... )

I was reading Pioneer Woman's Confessions page... http://thepioneerwoman.com/blog/2010/01/three_months/#commentsRead more... )

Some of you haven't seen pics of my grandson in awhile. He's grown a lot. I'm going to visit him in late May or early June.


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Well, I made it through the short hellacious week. It snowed yesterday and made the roads even more trecherous. I breathed a sigh of relief each time I made it home. But today the sun is out and the skies are bright blue; even though it's only 7 degrees and it's not going to get much warmer than 27 degrees in the next four days, I'll take it. I'm ( Read more... )