So Andrew did acid last night. I wasn't on when he was but he left me messages telling me. I came online this morning, read them(it took 4 times to finally comprehend what he said), and started bawling my eyes out.

He's one of the smartest people I know. He has a strong mind, body and soul. He's got a head on his shoulders. Why would he do ( Read more... )

Wow..we talked like the old days. I seriously missed him and I'm just happy to have him back in my life. He came to me about stuff today, he needed and wanted my opinion, and it meant more to me than any of you will ever know. I told him the whole Scott story.. from where he left off. He definitely didn't approve of my stupidity throughout the ( Read more... )

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I seriously think we're dying.

/dies

You are one pathetic individual.
Have a great life.
I'll laugh when shit goes down.

I'll Kill him. Who honestly does that? Apparently he's denying the whole thing. I've heard two different stories from two different people. Both of which consists of him lying. I feel bad for her. I really do. I just love how no one sees that. Not that I blame them. I fucked up(as always), and made her go through the same pain I had to go through. ( Read more... )

Why can't I make smart decisions when it comes to him? I always set myself up for falls, yet I always come back for more abuse. Rye + Old feelings = Bad idea. I told him he could stop, I told him we didn't have to do this, but he wanted to, he told me that more than once. He then wanted me to deny it, told me he needed me to, literally begged me. I ( Read more... )

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And once again..
She's fucked up.
Mentally.